A Night of Debauchery & Desire 01

When you come home from work, I am standing with my feet spread at least two feet apart in the middle of the living room. I am wearing the clothing that you laid out for me before you left. Tonight, that means nothing more than my burgundy lace nightgown with spaghetti straps. I have my hands behind my back, and my eyes are on the floor, just as you have ordered they should be.

You walk in the door and say "Well, hello," and I can hear the pleasure in your voice. Underneath the hair that is hanging in front of my face, I smile at the sound of your pleasure. I also feel my pussy begin to wetten, knowing that my pleasing you will help to ensure that I receive pleasure tonight as well.

I keep my head down and stand still as you walk into the house, and walk around me. I can feel your eyes on me, inspecting my apparel. I can feel the warmth of your eyes on my breasts as you walk beside me and on my ass and thighs as you walk behind me. As difficult as it is, I remain still throughout this inspection. To move before you tell me to would displease you immensely. You reach out and touch the back of my neck, causing me to jump a little.

"Relax," you say in a soothing tone. I hear you chuckle under your breath and know that you are not angered by my reaction.

I listen as you drop your work bag, take off your coat, and remove your supper dishes from your bag. I continue to listen as you move about the kitchen, out of sight from where I stand. I can't tell exactly what you are doing, but I have a general idea from the sounds you are making.

I hear you stop in the doorway between the living room and kitchen. I continue to stand with my eyes down and hands behind my back until you say, "Look at me." Then, I turn to face you and look lovingly into your brown eyes. The twinkling of devilment in your eyes causes my pussy to get wetter. I just know I am in for a treat tonight.

Keeping your eyes locked on me, you walk forward. Once you are standing in front of me, you reach out toward my hips, grasp the hem of my nightgown, and begin to lift it over my head. I raise my arms to make the removal of the gown easier. You stop with the nightgown and my wrists locked in the grip of one of your hands, and with the other, you begin to pinch and squeeze my breasts, rolling each nipple between your thumb and forefinger in turn. I can't help myself; I close my eyes and moan with delight.

Your head lowers, and the next sensation I have is that of your mouth on my breasts. Gentle at first, but slowly, as your hunger grows, so does your devouring of my breasts. You begin to bite at each nipple in turn, all the while holding my hands above my head, making it impossible for me to do a thing to stop you. Not that I would ever do that; with each nibble you take, my pussy gets wetter and wetter.

Just as my legs are about to give out on me, you stop. I whimper at the sudden coldness on my breasts. You finish pulling the night gown over my head and release my arms. I drop both my arms and my eyes, knowing that, because of my whimper, I have lost the privilege of seeing your face. "Good girl," you say as you begin to walk around me again. When you get to my side, you go through our bedroom doorway. I stand and wait for your directions, not knowing if you want me to follow, of if you went in there for another purpose. Then I hear the drawers and doors being opened, and I know you are gathering equipment for our night of play.

Out of the corner of my eye, I see you come out of our bedroom, but I can't tell what equipment you have with you without letting you know I am looking, so I stand still and wait to see what happens next. Instead of standing in front of me, you go around behind me. I can feel the warmth of your body radiating through your clothing and on to my skin. Suddenly, things get dark, and I realize that you have blindfolded me. I am to have no indication at all what is to come.

I feel your hands on my shoulders as you turn me. You turn with me, and begin to guide me through the house. I realize we aren't leaving the living room, but it seems to take forever to reach the couch, where you turn me and instruct me, "Sit and wait."


I hear your footsteps walk away from me, and I begin to shiver at suddenly being left alone. The next sound I hear is the shower begin to run, and four "thumps," as if you were lightly pounding something into the shower wall. I hear you come back into the living room, but you come nowhere near me—you must have sat in your chair.

My guess is confirmed when I hear the sound of one of your boots dropping on the floor, off to my left and a little ahead of me. Next, the second boot comes off. Then all is quiet; this must be when you were removing your other clothing. Suddenly, I hear the sound of your zipper being lowered and I know you are removing your jeans. In my mind's eye, I see your beautiful cock springing out, looking for attention, as you remove your underwear. Oh, if only I could see… I would crawl to you and put that beautiful piece of man-meat in my mouth, and show you just how much I want to please you. Just the thought gets my pussy juices flowing heavily. I shift on the couch as my desire grows, just to have you say, "Hold still or you will have to wait even longer." Immediately, I stop moving.

I hear your jeans slide down your legs and silently begin to wonder what pleasures the night will hold for me. As if you read my mind, you say, "Stand up, and the fun shall begin."

I stand carefully. Once I am on my feet, I feel your hand on my right shoulder. "Step up here in front of me." I do as I am told, and you place a hand on each shoulder and, again, begin to gently guide me. I have no idea where we are going, but I know we have left the living room when I step off the carpeting. You continue to guide me, and the sound of the shower gets louder. We must be on our way to the bathroom. You stop me by putting slight pressure on my shoulders as I try to step forward again. Then one hand leaves my shoulder, and I hear the shower curtain open. "Ok," you say. "Step in."

I take two steps into the shower and stop. I feel you get in behind me and hear the shower curtain close. Your hands return to my shoulders, and you turn me around, I assume, to face you. My assumption is confirmed when you bend down and kiss me. I start to reach up to put my arms around your neck. You grab my arms as they come up, and raise them slightly, and then begin to walk forward, causing me to step backward. My ass runs into the cold back wall of the shower. Suddenly, you release one arm, and I hear the sound of Velcro being opened.

You hold my one arm outstretched against the cold wall of the shower stall, and close the Velcro around my wrist. Apparently, the "thumps" that I heard were you putting these restraints into the shower. You reach across me and grab my other arm, stretch it out the other direction, and again open and close the Velcro of a restraint around my wrist. Now, not only can I not see you, but I can't feel you with my hands either. Not knowing for sure where you are at, I startle slightly when I feel you grab first one ankle and then the other and place them in restraints similar to those that encase my wrists. I stand silently, trying to decipher where you are when you suddenly thump your hands on to the shower wall on either side of my head.

"Now, what to do with you?" I hear you say, only a few inches from my face. I know better than to reply, as that will anger you. I just stand there, waiting. Shortly, I feel your lips begin to nuzzle my neck, and I tip my head so you can reach your target. You kiss, lick, and nibble on the side of my neck, just under and including my right ear. Slowly, but steadily, your mouth, tongue, and teeth travel under my chin and around to the left side of my neck, treating it the same as you did the right. All the while, my breathing becomes quicker in anticipation of whatever is to come next.

I sense more than feel your hands move from beside my head and suddenly they are teasing my breasts again. Squeezing, pinching, and rolling my nipples… causing my pussy to begin to clench in anticipation. I push my hips forward to find you, but you grab them and push them back against the shower wall. "Leave them there, or this is over, and here you will stay."

I frown slightly at your words, but you bend down and kiss me and say, "If you listen well, you will be well rewarded. Have no fear about that." That causes a smile to play across my lips and I wait for your next move.

I feel your weight shift on your hands, which you have left on my hips, and realize that you have kneeled down. I rest my head against the shower wall and wait…and am rewarded by the feel of your lips on my breasts. You begin by licking each completely, not missing a single inch of skin. Then you gently pull first one nipple and then the other into your mouth, suckling like a newborn babe. I sigh in total contentment. From there, your suction increases, slowly but steadily, until you are sucking near my entire breast into your mouth, each in turn. With each increase in suction, my excitement increases, and soon my head is trashing back and forth against the shower wall, and I am panting.

Suddenly, you stop. "That's enough for now," you say. For the next several minutes, I am left to wonder what you are doing. I know you aren't touching my body, but are you watching me in my agony, or are you standing with your back to me and cleaning your body? In an attempt to get your attention, I begin rocking my hips back and forth silently. When I get no response, I realize you aren't even looking at me, so I stop. What's the use of showing my excitement if you aren't watching?

As I stand there, I wonder which body part you are washing. Is it your hair, your neck? Or is it that lovely, wide chest of yours, covered in that glorious black hair. I picture me rubbing soap through the hair and helping you clean your chest. In my mind, I move down your chest, to your stomach, and beyond, to wash that glorious example of manhood that resides between your thighs. I accidentally allow a moan to escape my lips. Suddenly, I hear you say, "Whatever you are doing, you better stop." That brought me out of my private little show.

I feel your hands return to my chest, this time all lathered up with soap. You begin to massage the soap around, taking your time to make sure that each tit is covered with the lather. Then you continue down to my stomach, moving your hands in circles to spread the soap and make sure I am clean. After my stomach, you continue down, stopping just above my clit. Then you must have stood up and moved aside, because I am suddenly assaulted by the spray of the water, rinsing the soap off my various body parts. Again, you reach out with your hands, this time to help the water rinse the soap off. You massage my stomach and down to just above my clit first, then, slowly, you help the water rinse my tits, taking your time to make sure that every little bubble is off each tit. Once the soap is all off, I again feel your mouth tease each nipple. Just as I feel each get fully erect, you move away. It only takes a few seconds and I understand why. You attach nipple clips to each of my tits. I gasp at the electric sensation that flows from each nipple straight to my pussy, making it clench.

Then I feel your hands on my hips again as you kneel. I wait to see what you are going to do next, but I don't have to wait long. I soon feel your hand rubbing soap into my pussy, making sure it is nice and clean for you. As you push and rub, I can feel my clit turning to fire. I begin to move with your hand, until you place the other hand on my stomach to hold me still. You continue to rub the soap in, and it seems as though you are putting extra pressure on my clit each time you rub over it.

My breathing becomes gasps for air, and you remove your hand from my pussy at once. As suddenly as your hand disappeared, I feel the brutal force of the shower spray hit my clit and pussy. You have removed the shower head from its hook in order to be certain that you remove every trace of soap from my pussy. My gasping for air continues, but you know from experience that the spray of the water will not make me cum. When you feel my pussy has been well rinsed, you replace the shower head on its hook, and kneel in front of me again.

I hold my breath, waiting for your next move. I feel you kiss my stomach, right around the area of my naval. Slowly, leaving a small trail of kisses, you reach my clit, and you suck it into your mouth. I release a long sigh in the hopes of some relief from the agony I have been feeling. My hopes are soon dashed, as you move your mouth away too soon for me, and replace them with a clit clip. Another loud gasp escapes me.

"Well, now," you say. "That has you ready to begin a night of activity."

"Begin?" I think. "If things have not yet begun, just what am I in for?"

As that thought passes through my head, you turn off the shower spray. I wait for you to undo my restraints, but instead hear the shower curtain open and then close again. So there I remain, blindfolded and restrained to the wall of the shower.

Anita A Week Of Awakenings 01

Chapter 1

Some days are better than others. Today was NOT one of those days.

Today, Friday, was so far, one of the worst I had had for a long time. A cunt of a day to be precise! I had had a fight with my new friend Bob (over nothing - my fault, not his, and I longed to talk to him to apologize), and I now found myself in a terrible traffic-jam, over an hour late for work. And it was only 8.45 in the morning!

In the short time I had known Bob, I already liked him. We had talked a bit about our pasts, and I knew all about his marriage problems. I also knew about his love of the job, and how he had used it as an escape, not going home until he had to, or even coming in on his days off, to avoid being with her. I enjoyed being with him.

Today's argument was a simple one - I was running late, and rang him to cover for me. "Yes," he said he would, "no problem, but he had to supervise an exam at 9.30". He could only cover my class for an hour! That's when the frustration of the morning got to me. His "But" was valid I knew that, so I had no right to call him every vile name I could think off. I was just venting my frustrations at the delays. I think he knew that though, because he didn't "bite" back. He just sighed, and hung up.

I hate it when I am wrong! I would now have to think of some way to make it up to him. Mind you, making up to him would be a joy, if he was interested, lol. I just didn't like being seen to be so fucking immature!

I hate driving to work. I fucking hate it, lol. A long, slow snake of cars, perpetually stopping. It never matters which road I take; they all grind to a halt eventually. But today, if possible, was even worse. I had been on the road for nearly 95 minutes, and had only traveled about 12 miles. I would normally drive that part of the distance in under 35 minutes - but not today. The radio was no use. The non-existent traffic reports were telling about some mythical roll over miles from here, not even bothering to report any delays on this side of town.

I started teaching at the college several months ago. I had been teaching for several years but only recently moved to this town. At 28, I was young at heart, and sexually adventurous. I was bored sitting around home doing nothing. The opportunity came up for me to take this job, and here I was - teaching at a local college. Bob was also there, and we instantly hit it off. I didn't waste any time, and I told Bob that first afternoon we met that a) I didn't want to ever get married, b) I wouldn't say no to his cock, if he asked (which he hasn't, yet!), and c) he could have me anytime. After I helped him stand up, and took care of the large bump he now had on his head (there really wasn't too much blood, really!), he just looked at me and started to cry.

Oh poor babe. I asked why the tears, and he then told me enough about his cunt of a wife for me to know he had been through hell for the past years. And here he was, being offered a plate of me - no strings, no conditions, no rules, no head-games, lol. It was too much for the poor man, and he literally fainted. He had still not accepted my proposition, but I was always hopeful.

I craved seeing his smile every day, and always made sure we spent time together whenever possible. I admit, I loved the way he always gave me his total attention. He never stopped wanting to talk to me, or looking at my tits (38DD's have been known to do that to men, lol). He never tired of being so willing to please me. I never tired of his jokes. We both needed the freedom we permitted each other. He needed the trust to be himself, and I needed the trust of a true friend to be free with - sexually, naughtily free. However, we had still not had the time or opportunity to get together, alone, and sexually!

The dammed traffic. Now it was 9.00 and still no closer to work. I was beginning to think I should just turn around and go home! The day was hot, and I was dressed professionally. A suit, a business style blouse and dammed underclothes. I hate wearing underclothes - preferring to never wear bras (or panties) for a more relaxed feeling - I only had them on because it was a work day. I was also wearing panty-hose (also work rules) and they were beginning to make my legs itch. This day was just getting worse. I could feel my nipples scratching against the fabric of the dammed bra, and my cunt was starting to itch too!

[Yes, I have a cunt. It isn't a vagina, or a pussy. It's a cunt, and a fucking good one. Cunt it is so vulgar, yet so precise! I love that word. If the word cunt offends you, grow up, then fuck off!]

Eventually, I saw the college ahead. Finally. Frustratingly, I was only 2 hours late - and a shit day was in the wind. 9.25 (damn, I felt even worse when I made it to class before Bob would leave, and I felt doubly sorry for chewing him out unnecessarily). I rushed to class, as he was packing his books.

"Hi" I smiled my best smile.

"Hi" he responded quietly. "They were good, reading chapter 7, as requested. No problems today, all here." He said, and left. Oh man, I was hurting. He was angry (as he had every right to be), and I was definitely the biggest cunt I knew. The morning dragged by as I finished the first class, then took a second, and it was lunch time before I could see him.

"Hi Nita" he smiled at me. "How did that class go?" He seemed chirpy, which was good.

"Hi H," I said back, smiling broadly. "Thanks, oh . . . and Bob," I said, as I pressed close to him, making sure my tits rubbed his arm, "I really am sorry I yelled this morning. I offer no excuses. Please forgive me. It was just a shitty drive."

He looked at me, winked, and said, "It's ok. I knew you were stressed. I wasn't upset. No apologies needed. Honest" and he eased away from me, and started to leave the room.

I raced after him, grabbed his arm, and whispered in his ear, "My cunt, or mouth?" and stared at him.

Why not flirt? Flirting is a wonderful tool to break the ice. I was sincere, and naughty. I wanted him. And more importantly, I was genuine. I made the offer hoping he would accept. I was not teasing him. I did want him. He was cute to look at, strong, yet vulnerable.

He looked me right in the eye, and smiled. "Both, or none" he said, then he winked and left the room.

Oh wow, I was excited, and the day started to look much better.

After lunch I was called into my supervisor's office. Bob was there too. I looked, paused, and then sat.

"Nita, I need a favor from you," Sue said. "I know it's short notice, a last minute panic all round. I have already talked to Bob, and he understands the problem, and he has said yes, but I need your help too. I confess I had not thought about using you, but Bob recommended you."

I looked at Bob, who was smiling quietly. This was sounding mysterious. "What help, Sue? If I can help you I will, you know that. Ask."

She then explained that a major corporate client had recently set up a regional office and needed some on-site training. [We had been doing corporate training for several months as a way to increase our funds.] Would I be interested in travelling up to their regional office for a week? Next week? She asked. Sue also explained that Bob would be going too, and that together the two of us would be responsible for the total training of the new office. They, of course, had not given any notice of needing us, hence the panic. We were due there in two days time. Inwardly, I felt several things. This was going to be a bitch job - the two of us - one week - lots of work. But, I was also going to be with Bob, alone for the same week. But, I was also going to be fucking tired every night from the work load. Shit!

I didn't think I would have a way out of this though, and gracefully accepted.

It was agreed that we would fly up together the following Sunday, getting there in the early afternoon, pick up a rental car, settle into the hotel, rest and start at 8.00 Monday morning, fresh. Our equipment would be freighted up before we went - later today! We would be expected to spend a few hours late Sunday setting that up too. The rest of the day was spent organizing our trip. What a workload? Bob was very helpful, and we didn't have a lot of time to speak casually as we raced around.

I did manage to thank him, and he just smiled and said nothing. Eventually all was packed, classes reorganized, tickets booked and we had just the hotel to finalize. I left it all to Sue to organize, and she got the lot done. Just in time, but with one hitch.

She called us both to her office at 7.00 that night - what a way to spend a Friday night? Not! "Guys," she almost cried, "I managed to get everything arranged, but I hit one snag, and took a chance that you wouldn't mind." She said.

Bob and I looked at each other, shrugged, and he asked "What problem?"

"I could only get one room for the two of you. It has two king-size beds in the bedroom, and a separate living room, but I couldn't get separate bedrooms. Oh I am so sorry." She said. "I know I can't demand you two to share a room, and I am at my wits end to find a solution. I was hoping you might . . . well, . . . I hoped the two of you could understand my plight? I can't resolve this problem without your help."

I looked at Bob, then said to Sue, "Sue, we are both adults, and we are also friends, and professionals. I have no problem, if Bob doesn't."

Bob looked white. I don't know what was going on in his mind, and I wasn't about to push him for an answer. He thought for a moment, paused and turned to Sue and said, "Sure, Sue. I don't think there will be any problem, As long as no one else needs to know . . . please?"

Sue replied, "Bob, if you aren't comfortable, I can ask another staff member to go. I don't want you to have to compromise yourself, no one does. I can't force this onto you, and I am not sure this is even a good idea. But I am out of other ideas."

I looked at Bob, and asked him outright, "Would you have a problem with us sharing a room?"

He looked thoughtful, blushed a little, then turned to us both. "I usually don't admit my personal problems to anyone, and I don't want to now, but my wife could never know, please. I can tell a good lie to hide the fact, but if this ever slipped out . . . I would be . . . well, lets just say, as long as it is a secret . . . I think I can cope." He also said he didn't plan on telling anyone, and asked if we did. Everyone was in agreement not to tell, and we were going to go off together, with our boss knowing!

I gave Bob my phone number and address. Bob agreed to pick me up on Sunday morning, and we could then go to the airport together. I never got a chance to talk to him before he left for he day. I knew he had a bad wife, and I wanted to pull him aside and ask him what his wife would say?

Sunday arrived soon enough, I had made arrangements for my little dog to be looked after for a week (Sue to the rescue there too), and promptly at 8.00 Bob arrived to take us away.

He was quiet on the drive, and I didn't push him. We checked our bags in, sat for a coffee, and still he said little more than casual pleasantries. I didn't want to push him, though. I knew him well enough now to know he had things on his mind, and I didn't think I should intrude further.

Finally, we heard our boarding call, and we both got our bags, passed through the check-in counter, made our way down the ramp, and got to our seats. At the precise moment Bob sat, he let out a huge sigh. And seemed to settle his whole body. "Nita," he turned to me. "Sorry, but I was shit scared that bitch I am married to would either come to the airport, follow me here, to see me off. I had a huge argument on Friday night when I told her I had to go away."

"Oh, Bob," I said compassionately, as I took his hand. "Are you ok, please. Did she hit the roof when you told her I was coming?"

He laughed; the sort of sad nervous laugh you sometimes hear. "Nita, I would have had my cock cut off if she even sniffed you were coming, or any other woman. I lied to her and told her I was going alone and told her I was not able to say no. I feel so weak and ashamed," and he started to cry quietly.

I took his hand and stroked it gently, holding him close to me (as close as fucking airline seats permit), making sure my tits touched him. Fairly quickly we took off, and the attendant was soon offering drinks. The flight was only an hour, so there was no meal service, but drinks were offered. Bob immediately ordered two double-scotches, and downed them without breathing.

I ordered a wine, and Bob ordered another double double. Slowly, he started to calm down, and relax. And we soon arrived.

The weather was a few degrees warmer and I knew this would be the case, so I had dressed comfortably. A loose T-shirt and shorts (yes, no cunt sweating panties, or tit groping bra, lol). Bob was more conservatively dressed, jeans and shirt. He got our luggage, got a cart, and we soon had our rental car.

The drive to the resort was only about 10 miles, and all in all we were making good time. The directions from the rental agency were precise, and the roads were still quiet. By noon, we had arrived at the resort. The book-in clerk didn't blink when we asked for our room, accepting Bob's name on the registration form, without even asking who I was. Bob carried our bags up to the room and we were finally able to kick back and relax.

Bob needed to relax more than I – not just from the weather, although the weather was getting very hot, even with the air conditioning in the car – but from the stress of the morning too, and he had developed a sweat. I suggested he have a quick shower and I would put the bags away. He headed to the bathroom. I heard the door shut, but he didn't click the lock.

I had already told Bob I never unpacked my cases, preferring to hang up my dresses and just retrieving anything else direct from the case. He said he hung his pants and shirts but did likewise with everything else. While he showered I got his shirts and pants stowed on hangers in the closet, along with my dresses, and then I positioned our bags against the wall in the bedroom.

I knew I was relaxed about the next 5 nights, but was Bob? I decided to test the waters by stripping and walking around naked. As he was coming out of the bathroom, freshly dressed in shorts and a T-shirt, I hd already stripped off naked, and was now laying back on the bed.

I am proud of my body. Not skinny, a little cuddly (fuck, nice and cuddly in fact, just the way I like me, lol), and nice big round tits – 38DD's (oops, I mentioned my tit size already, lol). I also had been shaving my cunt for years, but had grown lazy lately. I now sported a thick shag of hair between my legs. I admit I though it looked sexy, and was willing to let it grow, for now. I especially liked the way my cunt lips peaked out from amongst the thick growth, hinting at more.

Bob stopped dead in his tracks and stared – my milk-white body, round mounds, and dark fuzz stared defiantly back. He just stood and stared, open mouthed. No words were exchanged.

In my best slut fashion, I parted my legs further, so that my cunt lips were now exposed, and open, and smiled. I also started stroking my tits, and pulling my nipples. I hadn't planned to be so slutty and seduce him immediately, but I always was spontaneous, lol.

Bob blushed a bright red, turned and ran back to the bathroom. I heard the door shut, and this time the lock clicked. Oh shit. I grabbed my clothes, dressed, and ran to the door. I listened and heard him sobbing. I knocked gently and asked if he was ok.

"Bob, are you ok please?" I asked as I knocked a second time. "Bob, I am sorry if I offended you. Please let me in, or you come out. Let's just talk, please. I am not angry."

After several minutes of silence, apart from the water running, he slowly opened the door.

"Nita," he said, quietly. "I am sorry. Please don't apologize. I sorta hoped we would be intimate, but was also fearing it more and more. I also sorta thought we might not get physical till tonight, or later, and was getting up the courage to talk to you before tonight."

"Why, Bob? What's wrong? Is it me?" I wasn't angry, but I knew he wanted me – hell, every fiber in his body demonstrated that to me. What was wrong?

"Nita," he stuttered, "I am . . . I . . . oh fuck, I . . . look, I have trouble with sex, ok?" and he just sagged down onto the bed, defeated.

I sat next to him, careful not to encroach on his personal space, and asked him gently to talk to me. I told him I was here to listen to his problems, and hopefully I could help, if he wanted me too. I took his hand and slowly, gently held it, as he started to tell me about his wife.

"Nita," he started slowly, "I have been married for many years now, but I am . . . well, I have . . . look don't laugh please, but in all those years, I haven't . . . well, I am . . . I was . . . still technically a virgin for the first 8 years of my marriage! And, in all the years I have been married – over 20 – I have only cum several times "

He went on to explain that his wife was a tyrant who used sex as a weapon. She had been loose before they married, oral sex and fondling being more than permitted, they were almost demanded by her. But she wanted to be a virgin bride! Before he married he would eat her out daily, and finger fuck her at any time. She always begged for more, except fucking, but after marriage she claimed he hurt her with his cock. He said that no matter how often he tried, how gentle, or how caring he was, she never changed in her condemnation of him. Oh sure, he said, he flirted with the best of them – heck, he wasn't about to let anyone at work know his "small problem" – but today was different. He didn't have the confidence to do anything, and felt fear at the thought. He went on to say that he had tried to fuck his wife often, always with the same disastrous results. She would scream and yell at him for hurting her. "How," he cried" Could I hurt her with my puny 6 inch cock, when I used to finger fuck her cunt with three fingers as she thrashed and bucked and pushed her cunt into my hand?"

I gently laid his head on my breast and soothingly calmed him. He lay there doing nothing, saying nothing, breathing quietly.

"Nita," he quietly said, after several minutes. "I am now totally scared of sexual contact. I wouldn't even know what to do first, even if I could do anything, if I had the courage to even try. I feel so stupid, and weak. Sorry, I never used to be like this. When I was younger – even a few years ago, I did it all, but I am now so scared – I don't even get an erection anymore! My wife has made me so scared."

I didn't really know what to say. I wanted to comfort him, and yet I didn't want to force myself on him. I didn't even know if my insatiable sex drive would be too much for him to cope with. "Nita, I love sex," he said. "Or I used to. But I am just so worried." He then went on to explain about his wife. The torture she endured on him. How he couldn't please her, how even if he didn't try to have sex, she would still complain. He said he was dammed if he did, and dammed if he didn't. He went on to say that all he managed to do now was jerk off – in shame.

I decided it would be better if we got on with the work we had to do, and maybe we could return to this later. I wanted him, but I wasn't about to upset, or scare him.

"Come on, old buddy," I said casually, "Lets get this work crap out of the way, then have a nice drink or four, and a quiet evening. Then we'll worry about you."

I looked at him, and said, "Bob, please relax. We can fix this. I am willing to try, if you are. Later, maybe?"

The rest of the afternoon was a haze. We got our directions to the offices of our client. Arrived, and the security guard let us in. Our equipment was there and we unpacked set up the training room, and got everything ready. It was a bitch of a day though. The dammed air conditioning was not on, and we were both sweating like pigs. I cursed Bob many times because he had slipped his T-shirt off and I couldn't. (Well, I could have, but the guard kept coming by to check on us, and I had no bra on – I wonder what he would think of my 38DD's swinging loose? Heck, what would Bob think lol?). I was sweating below my tits, sweating down the crack of my ass, and, my cunt was sopping wet too. We finally finished and made it back into the car for the 15 minutes back to the resort. We were both exhausted, and we were both drenched in sweat.

When we got back to the hotel, Bob gracefully asked me if I wanted to shower first, and I gratefully accepted. Ten minutes, and a cool nightgown later, I finally felt clean, and cool. I said I would order some dinner for us while he showered, and he was gone.

The bathroom was large, and had a marble façade. Sitting in the center of the bathroom was a large two person hot tub, and I was momentarily considering offering we both share the tub, but remember our earlier conversations. If we were going to use the tub, let it be later in the week, if the opportunity (and Bob's cock, lol) arose.

Yes, I am slutty sometimes, don't you just love me? I do, lol. But I resolved to do two things tonight – one was to (try to) behave myself (it would be hard, lol – I do love to flash my cunt, but I was determined), and the second was to encourage Bob to be himself.

I chose to wear a thin, but not too revealing, black silk nightgown (a full body, but with a lacy bodice, my nipples rubbing against the fine transparent lace, and yes, no panties) and had already shared this thought with Bob in the car. (Well partly, I forgot to tell Bob about the no panties, or the see through bodice, mmm.) He said ok, and actually smiled. He said he probably would slip on a pair of silk boxers, would I mind? So there we were, he in the cutest boxers, and me in my black silkie. He didn't blink twice when he saw my tits through the lace, lol.

We were waiting for our dinner – I had ordered something light – a cheese platter, and two bottles of wine – and Bob was sipping a cold beer from the bar. Sue had already told us that as long as we didn't order the $100 top shelf wines, there wouldn't be a problem with any of the bill, drinks included. I chose an orange juice, partly to replenish some of my fluids, partly to wait for the wine.

As we sat there, Bob selected some soft music from the TV service, and he closed the blinds to create a cool soothing atmosphere. He turned on one small lamp, and the ambience was soothing. He sat opposite me, and we were making small talk waiting for the room service.

There was nothing like now to get him to open up to me. Why wait?

"Bob" I started, "What could I do to make you more relaxed?" I hoped I could encourage him to talk some more, and not feel pressured. "I am here to listen to you, and help in any way if I can."

He said, simply "Nita, I have been in a mess at home for years. The best I could offer you, or anyone, is to jerk off for you. I am scared of being held tightly, and scared of being trapped. I . . . oh fuck."

"Hon," I replied, "There is nothing wrong with masturbating. I do it all the time. It can be healthy, and fun. Talk to me – tell me anything you want to. Tell me all, please"

"Are you sure? Can I tell you all? Would you let me? I have need to talk for a long, long time, but been too scared to, in case someone laughed at me."

"Bob, I listen good, and sometimes even give good advice. We are here together for 5 nights. Tell me all, yes. I will listen and help too. And, I will not laugh at you."

I know it's healthy and fun, usually," he said, softly, "But it's all I can do. I can stand over you, look at your cunt, and get hard, and pull my cock. But if you touch me I feel like a 1,000 needles are stabbing in at me. I feel like I can't breath. I shudder . . . waiting for the abuse to start . . . I cringe and feel like I am going to have a heart attack. It doesn't matter who I'm with. It started bout three years ago. I used to be a sex demon before, lol, can you believe that?" He slumped back.

At that, the door bell rang. Food. I was starving, but only wanted a light snack, and Bob agreed. And we spend the next twenty minutes eating some soft cheeses and drinking the first bottle of wine. Conversation waned while the food was consumed. We reverted back to small talk, and just sat there enjoying the quiet of the end of the day.

"Bob," I said, finally, after I wiped any loose crumbs away. "I have an idea."

"What?" he asked suspiciously.

"Why don't we undress, and sit naked? No touching. No demands. You can look at me, and I can look at you. I won't pressure you into anything, and you can do whatever you feel like. Please?"

"Why, Nita?" he asked, slightly confused. "I will probably get a hard on, and pull my cock in front of you, then feel ashamed. Is that what you want me to do? Get more upset? I don't think so."

"Bob," I said calmly, "Yes, pull that cock of yours. Cum all over me if you like. Shoot your load into the floor, cum on the drapes. Anywhere! Fuck, do it. Pull it twice, or more. Hell, I might stroke my cunt too. Bu not to shame you. Fuck, I won't be ashamed or embarrassed. I only want to show you trust. I want you to know I ain't that cunt you married. And yes, I am willing to do that for you, before you ask, because I care for you so much."

At that, I stood and disrobed. Letting the black silkie slip to the floor. I stood there naked. I sat back down, put one leg up on the arm of the chair, and opened my legs. "Bob," I said, "come over here and stand in front of me. I won't touch you. Take your shorts off. Let your cock grow if you want to. Look at my cunt and enjoy yourself."

"Oh, Nita, I can't do that." He said. "Why hurt me like that. I will only be ashamed. Please."

"Bob, my cunt is there for you to look at, and touch if you want. Open it, play with it, even. I won't touch you, and I will not laugh or be ashamed, and I definitely won't think you are shameful. I am offering you a chance to undo the torment with no pressure. Take it."

"I can't. I can't"

"You can, and I think you want to. I am offering you an open look, and an open book. Let's put the demons behind you. Do it."

He stood, and slowly dropped his shorts. His cock was still small, but cute looking. He had shaved his cock too, mmm. His cock was uncircumcised, and of moderate length. As he walked towards me, his cock started to spring into life, and the first thing I noticed was the foreskin retract, to reveal his purple knob. By the time he reached me his cock was nearly erect, pulsing blood flowed through his cock, and he was hard within minutes.

"Bob," I said, seductively, "Look at my cunt, and it is a cunt Bob. It isn't a vagina, you aren't my doctor. I want that cock of yours to know I have a sex organ, a cunt, for your pleasure. Take it."

He stood in front of me, inches away, and took his six inch cock in his right hand. Slowly, he started to rub and pull. As he pulled I watched his foreskin move back and forward over his cock knob. He started to pull harder, and his cock seemed to get stiffer.

"Go on, Bob." I said. "Take control. My cunt wants that seed. You can blow anytime. You can cum in my cunt, or on my cunt, or on my tits. Anywhere you want to. Do you want me to open my mouth? Do you want to shoot that load into my open mouth? I can open my mouth and let you shoot without my lips touching you, if you want me to?"

He was pulling hard now, and I knew it wouldn't be long until he came. Would he be strong and try for my mouth? Would he opt out for my tits? I didn't care. I knew more and more that I wanted him, and I wanted to help him too.

"Oh Nita," he strained to speak, "I want to cum so much. Please don't laugh at me." He said still pounding his meat hard.

"Bob, I will never laugh at you. I want that seed in my hole, any one of my holes. I want you to cum, NOW!"

At that, he shot his load of sticky white cum, straight at my face. I was quick, and got a lot of it in my mouth, but some dribbled onto my chin. I reached a finger up, and using my finger, licked the rest up. I made a show of licking up, and swallowing all of his cum. Bob sagged onto his knees, and cried.

I resisted the temptation to reach for him. I understood his torment, and knew I might cause him to jump if I reached for him now. I sat there, cunt still open in invite, and said, "Bob, that was great. I don't know about you, but if you do that to me every night, I won't complain. Look up at me, please."

I knew my cunt was at his eye level. He raised his eyes to me, and looked straight into my cunt.

"Oh Nita," he whispered, "I feel so inferior, so ashamed."

I parted my cunt lips with my fingers. "Look, Bob, look at my cunt." I said, as I inserted a finger deep into my fuck hole, then sucked my cunt juices from the finger. "I finger my cunt every day. I suck that juice every day too. I love it, and never feel ashamed. Ever!" His eyes followed my finger.

"Bob, I want you to know you can jerk off anytime. You can wake in the middle of the night and pull your cock. You can walk in on me in the shower and I will open my mouth for you. I will finger my cunt for you. I want you to be you."

At that he stood, and went back to his seat. He didn't dress, and neither did I. In fact, as he sat, I made sure he could see me completely, and I started to finger my hot wet cunt. I wanted him to see me fuck myself.

"Bob, in a few days I know you will trust me, and you too. Let's spend this time together to get you sorted. Yes?" I knew he only needed some tender loving care, rather than abuse, and in no time he would be filling my holes with his throbbing cock.

I wanted him to trust me. Fully, and completely. I arched back and finger fucked my cunt in his view. I wanted his eyes to see ME jerk off, and for him to know it was ok to do it, and more importantly, I want him to know I felt no shame, no shame for me, or for him.

I plunged one, then two fingers deep into my hole, feeling my whole body tremble as I kept up the assault. I was wet, I was on fire, and I was insatiable. I watched him as I finger fucked my hot cunt. His eyes never left my hand. He kept looking, but never spoke. I was beyond care, and so happy for this freedom. I now pushed three fingers into my sopping hole and kept up the rhythm. Faster, still I plunged. I felt my body tighten, I felt my snatch push against my fingers, then I shuddered into a frenzied orgasm. My hot cunt screaming in pleasure at the attack I had given it. The waves and ripples of orgasm kept coming and I kept finger fucking my velvet cunt. I felt my clitoris bursting at my touch. I went on and on – in and out, feeling a second orgasm built on top of the first. Still I didn't stop. Sheer electricity now flowed through my body. My tits screamed, and still I didn't stop, or couldn't stop, now. I wanted to explode in delirium.

I knew I could actually "ejaculate" a liquid, as strong as any mans, if I kept masturbating long enough. This only occurred occasionally, but tonight I was determined to keep going until I shot my own load for Bob to see. It took a lot of effort, and concentration, and usually a strong encouragement (Bob watching was more than enough encouragement, lol), but it was possible for me to shoot a load, too. This ejaculation was usually large – as much as half a cup, of fuck knows what, but it would gush out of my cunt up to 12 inches and soak me completely. It never tasted any different to my normal cunt juices, but it only occurred when I was totally, sexually free. Like tonight.

Tonight was not going to be a disappointment. I felt it rise, I felt my own cum come, lol. I shot my own cum high above my cunt, and Bob just sat and stared. I couldn't move. My whole body was in a spasm, but my heart was happy, and so was I. The intensity of the orgasm always left me weak, and tonight was no different.

Eventually I managed to sit up and I looked at Bob. He hadn't moved or spoken. His cock was hard but he wasn't stroking it. He was almost in a daze.

"Wow, Nita. That was awesome," he smiled broadly. "I never knew women could cum – wow, that was . . . oh man, what a sight. Thank you."

I needed to clean myself up and slipped off to the bathroom.

When I returned Bob was drinking another beer, still naked, but his cock had gone down. I was happy to sit around naked, and let him learn to relax with me. I was also still naked, and had decided we would be naked all week, whenever we were alone. I wanted him to watch my tits jiggle, and I wanted him to sneak peaks at my cunt. Hell, I wanted him to stroke that cock anytime, and my mouth was gonna be there for it.

"Gee, Nita," he said, "what the fuck was all that? I couldn't believe it."

"Bob, I honestly don't know." I said, as I stroked my tit, "but I do know it is a great feeling. It doesn't happen often, though. I have tried to get that sort of orgasm regularly, but it seems to only happen when I am totally relaxed. Like I am sitting here with you. Naked."

"What?" he said, surprised. "You're relaxed sitting here with me? Even after I jerked off all over you? Nita, you are something special. My shit wife wouldn't have even waited for my cock to get hard, without her screeching at how perverted I was."

"Bob, I am not your cunt of a wife." I said, "but, I would like to be YOUR cunt, lol" I laughed. "You can even call me your cunt if you like to, I think it's sexy, lol. I want you to use my body and treat me as your sex toy. Be as perverted as your evil thoughts permit. I will be equally perverted back. We will be perverted all week. Anything you want to do, and I mean ANYTHING, we will do. I can be extreme, and I will fulfil any dream you have."

"Anything?"

"Yes. No rules. No excuses. I never say no. I do anything sexual you could ever think off. All you have to do is ask, and I will do it all. I have done it all, and would love to do it with you. I would love to teach you what I have learned. Have you ever had any fantasies?"

"Sure," he said, "I have had lot's. I have never acted them out though, lol"

"Well, I will do anything, with you, to you, by you, that you ever dreamed in your wildest fantasies. Do you want that?"

"Fuck, yes. Anything?"

"Yes, anything, lol. All you have to do is suggest, and I'll do it. What have you fantasized about?"

He started to blush. "I have had lots of dreams and fantasies, lol. I don't think you could do them to me, lol" he nervously laughed. "One I do like is to play with my own nipples. I pull them and twist them while I pull my cock."

I called him over. "Come here please. My tit is jealous of the action my cunt got. Suck it for me."

He stood, and walked over. "Nita, if I suck that tit, the other is gonna get jealous. We can't have that. I have to suck them both, I think, yes?" and he leant forward to take one tit in his mouth as his hand reached for the other.

"Bob, jerk off if you like. I want you to feel free. Jerk off and I will mouth fuck your cock seed. Use my mouth as a cunt." He had already gotten hard as he sucked and was soon jerking his tool again. "I want to watch you pull your tits for me too, if you like."

"Nita, would you suck my tits please." He asked softly.

"Are you sure, Bob? I don't want to get too close till you are relaxed."

"I want you to try please," he said, and I reached up and started pulling his nipples. "I love my tits getting worked on, and my wife used to do that for me. Fuck it was she who started doing it to me. I never knew about anything like that, until she did it. Then one day she stopped. She just refused to do it anymore. Like she had teased me awake, then punished me. Suck them, pull them, twist them, hurt them please. I love it all. I love tit sex."

I pulled vigorously on his tits, and he sighed. "Aahhh, don't stop, please my cunt" he said.

I pulled harder, twisting his tits as I pulled. "If you call me your cunt, my little cocksucker, I will have to be dominant to you. Is that your wish? Is it, cocksucker? You will do as I command, as your Mistress Cunt commands, no questions asked, under fear of punishment?"

"Yes Mistress Cunt, oh yes please" he said as I tugged sharply on his tits.

"Ok, cocksucker. It is time for your first lesson." I barked at him. "Look at me."

I sat forward and took his face in my hands. "Starting now, no clothes anywhere we are alone. Starting now, if you need to piss, the door stays open. Starting now, if I ask you too, you will do anything I ask without hesitation. Do you agree?"

"Yes Nita . . . oh, sorry . . . Mistress Cunt, yes I agree."

"And Bob, if I ask, I don't ask twice. Punishment will be severe. I also ask extreme things too. This is your one chance to undo your wish. Stop now, or begin your journey to hell. I earned the title Mistress Cunt and I'll be fucked if I will relinquish it easily."

Are You Down?

One of these days, I want us to be so raw and primal with each other, acting on every impulse, not censoring ourselves at all. We both unleash every destructive, raunchy impulse we have on each other. We hit each other and fuck with aggression and intensity, piss on each other, say everything, do everything. We agree to let the other indulge every lewd, obscene thought and action they want to do, whatever it may be. There are no manners, no courtesies, no rules. It's just a big, fucked up sexual free-for-all. We indulge the other in everything. Consider it our initiation: I want to see how down with me you really are, and I want you to see how down I am with you. You've always known that I will go farther than any woman you will ever know and now I want to see if you will go that same distance with me. I know you call me your raunchy whore, and I am, but we haven't even scratched the surface yet.

We rent a room in a dive motel, just like that one we used to go to, and enter it knowing that we are about to cross every line there is. We plan to destroy the shitty little room by pissing and fucking and cumming everywhere. We have every prop, tool and toy imaginable: a ski mask, rubber gloves, lube, towels, white socks, vibrators, cucumbers, poppers, a plaid skirt, blindfolds, handcuffs, candles, anything we want that we can get our hands on.

We get fucked up on alcohol or X and leave a big pile of nasty, cum-filled rubbers in the middle of the bed for the maid to find. The cheap cotton sheets are totally rank from our sweat and piss and cum. Our bodies are drenched with each other's secretions and juices. We fuck unbelievably hard and laugh and drink way too much and keep fucking hard until we literally pass out. We fuck when we are tired and I'm in pain, my cunt and cervix raw from all the fucking, and you can barely get it up because you've already cum so many times. We fuck each other harder than we've ever fucked anybody in our lives. In this room, you are everything I have ever wanted to do and I am everything you have ever wanted to do. You pin me to the bed, spread my legs and fuck me with me a beer bottle. You watch my hips bounce up and down, fucking the bottle shoved up my cunt. When you're done shoving it in and out my cunt, you push the wet, sticky bottle up my tight, puckered asshole. You watch it disappear all the way up inside me, watching how my small hole stretches to fit it all in. You fuck my ass with the bottle until I start to fuck it back, banging my ass against your hand, trying to make it go even deeper.

You pull the bottle out and piss in it, pouring some of it on my face. I get out from under you and push you on to your stomach. I spread your ass open and pour the rest of it out all over your asshole, drinking and sucking all of your piss off your tight, virgin hole. You open your legs a little wider, sticking your ass up in the air for me. I tongue fuck your ass and then show you what it's like to get a nice, wet, ass fuck, pushing my cum-coated fingers inside you, pumping your asshole and fucking you like a bitch. Your face is contorted in pain and you're pleading with me to please squirt some lube. Your beautiful brown eyes are filling with tears, so I pull my fingers out of your rectum, thickly coat them with numbing lube and then jam them back inside. Your squirming from the pain until I remind you to relax and just let yourself get fucked. I tell you how good it feels to get your ass pumped if you just let yourself enjoy it. This calms you down and I feel your tight hole relax and expand to fit my fingers. I fuck you like this until you can't take it anymore. You roll over and jerk off while watching me stick that nasty beer bottle down my throat, sucking all of our cum and piss and shit off of it.

You have me get on my hands and knees and lick your cum up off the dirty floor as you shoot your load on the carpet in front of me. You tell me to get back up on the bed and spread my legs for you. You cover my cunt with your mouth wide open, knowing that in seconds you'll be tasting my hot piss shooting down your throat. You drink my piss as it flows out of me, rubbing your face against my cunt, letting my piss drip over your full lips and unshaven cheeks. I taste and suck and kiss and fuck every part of your body and you do the same to me. We smear food and booze and cum all over each other and lick it off. You could do anything and everything you wanted to do to me-and I could do the same to you... Now that we have shown that we are definitely down with each other, we decide to take it outside--to see how much shit we can fuck up without getting arrested. We fuck and suck each other behind cars, in dressing rooms, in restaurant bathrooms, in dark corners in bars.

We try to make as many people witness our depravity as possible without getting tagged by cops. Every word out of our mouths is pornographic and disgusting. We laugh at our perversity and get off on shattering every fear, every insecurity and every taboo. We do as many drugs as we can find, drink as much as we can, and let everything twisted and bizarre come out in front of each other. Every person we pass on the street becomes the topic of our "how would rape them?" conversation. We imagine the ways we would molest the kids we see, the ways we would degrade and humiliate the employees of every business we enter. We make blatant sexual passes at waitresses and bartenders, inviting total strangers to come watch us fuck or let us fuck them. I give you the gift of absolute freedom and you give it to me, both of us wanting the other to have that feeling at least once in their life.

Every raunchy impulse is explored, shared and encouraged. We laugh at the depths of our depravity and sleep very, very deeply that night.